I'm gonna be real with you guys for a bit
You ever get this overwhelming feeling of worthlessness? Like you feel like you're worthless because you don't have a job, you're not continuing education or really doing anything with your life and you don't know what to do with yourself?
Like you don't want to hurt yourself or anything, but you don't really care that much about yourself?
...Because I get that feeling. I get it more and more often, it seems. Hell, the reason I've even written this is because I've got this feeling right now.